Catching up

So… it’s been a while since my last (and first) post. I’d like to say I have a good reason, but honestly I forgot I even started a blog for a while. There was so much going on and it was overwhelming. I originally planned to have a well thought out post that covered everything that’s occurred since I started this blog. That idea didn’t last long. It’s very doubtful that an extensive explanation of my bad luck would intrigue anyone. Mostly because I don’t want this to be overly planned out. Some forethought on content will happen of course but I just want to be myself (without cursing if possible lol). Onto another topic: I think I feel a change coming. Sounds weird right? But suddenly it’s as if I can turn everything around for the better. I have two new jobs so I’d like to think I’ll be out of debt soon and once I am, it would be great if I could get my own place. So I’m going to subdue my pessimistic side and keep the hope alive. I’m going to go ahead and apologize in advance for my overuse of “I” because when write posts it goes straight from my mind to the post which is also why I’m all over the place with my subject changes. It’s part of my attempt to remain candid and honest as a blogger. I’m still new to all this so I guess over time it’ll be easier to not over think that part. Now that I’ve covered that, let’s talk about all the new stuff that’s been going on. A huge thanks goes out to those of you who have liked or followed this blog; you were my inspiration and reminder to start posting again. To be honest, when I started this I didn’t think anyone would read it or care enough to follow. Call me insecure but there are so many bloggers and I honestly have no idea how anyone would come across mine. So again I’m very thankful for all your support and that is why I’m going to attempt to be more… interactive? I don’t know what other adjective would fit but basically I’ve created an Instagram account to go with this blog if anyone is interested. It’s @cme_tblog and the posts there will probably be daily because they’re pictures that are related to what I post here since I’m hoping to do a blog post weekly. I’m debating whether or not I want to have a related YouTube channel too but…. tell me what you all think because that’s who it’s for anyway. I’m happy either way because my main goal is personal growth. I also want to give a “shoutout” to my best friend. She’s also been very supportive and kept me from truly hitting rock bottom. She gave me a place to sleep when I didn’t have one, fed me when I couldn’t feed myself, and didn’t let me cry over B.S. and now to top it all off, she’s asked me to be her business partner. She started a business called Otherworld (@otherwoldly on Instagram) that currently focuses on kpop related crafts. As unbelievable as it sounds to me, she wants me to be her model. It’s kind of a dream come true for me because I’ve always wanted to be one even though I’m not skinny or tall. It’s funny though because as I typed that last part my favorite character, Brooke Davis on One Tree Hill, dramatically exclaimed that zero was not a size. So let’s take that as a sign and see where it goes because I’m extremely excited. That sounds like a good place to wrap things up since I’m going to post again this week. So, I urge any new readers to follow , thank the followers I already have for following in the first place, and encourage everyone to interact by commenting or emailing me if you want.

Intro

My name is TaNia. I’m a student, teachers assistant, fledgling entrepreneur, and animal lover. It’s a bit difficult to write about who I am when I don’t really know who that is. I do know that I’m kind of lost; but not physically of course. This blog is going to be a sort of back up memory since I tend to lose track or time and forget things easily. It’s also a creative way to work on my communication skills. Being able to communicate effectively is important in business but also for a decent social life. You see, I’m socially awkward. I don’t usually mind this but lately I’ve been thinking more and more about having someone to talk to. So with that in mind, I plan to post regularly for my own personal growth and also for anyone else who may feel lost or just searching for someone to relate to. I’ll write about pretty much anything going on in my life in hopes that one day I can look back and see some sort of change (an improvement I hope). I encourage anyone reading this to follow the blog and comment with any advice or questions you may have. Keep an open mind and be polite-and if you’re shy feel free to email me because I’m nice and can be pretty understanding.